I just really need to let this out right now.

I’m on my 4th semester studying communication. I have a good job and I have my own place. These are all things that  I’m grateful for.

The problem is… I want to do something creative for a living and studying communication doesn’t really involve that. It’s more about analyzing things and picking them apart. I’m studying it because I didn’t know what else to do at the time. At the same time I work in an ice cream/candy shop where I get a decent pay and where I have some nice coworkers. However, it’s NOT something I want to make a career out of and I’m mostly in it for the money.

So much of my time goes into these two things that I’m not even passionate about. Especially now that me and my study group are getting more into the work of our exam project because that means that whenever I’m not at my job I have to work on the project which basically leaves no spare time for me.

I can’t wait till we turn in the project so I can get my life back. Ugh.